Mr. Clever wrote:
*Lays down on couch/bed while Tsukuyomi puts on glasses and takes out legal pad*
Welp, some weird garbage happened in my brain. Like I have always been type A but only like lvl 1 type A. Now it's like lvl 100 and I can't relax anymore. I started finishing my school weeks in advance. Then I started looking at college and like what the heck I'll do with my life. After meeting with a Highschool guy leader, he helped me look into a bunch of stuff. He is a patent attorney and I want do something with law. So I was like "Dude, I should shadow you for a day." and he was all like "Yeah! That would be totally awesome!" So later I email his company about an internship. They reply all like "Um sorry honey we don't have internships available for young grasshoppers like you. But we talked to your friend and a day shadow would be perfect. So now he is setting up a day for you to meet with a bunch of attorneys and talk to them. Then you'll go out to lunch with these SUPER amazing attorneys. Then you'll meet MORE attorneys. Then you'll get a tour of the office. Then you'll meet your friends brother...WhO Is An AtToRnEy!" So I am going to spend a whole day talking about my future to like a bunch of different attorneys. And they will all be different types so they'll basically want me to do what they do. Then if I want to be a successful Patent Attorney in technology, I would need to get a major in both Electrical Engineering and Patent Law, which would take four years each. So eight years in college. So like I am super stressed abut my future. But today I did a devotional on anxiety by John Piper and that helped a lot. And now school is ending for me in two weeks. I am completely lame and have no hobbies besides school. So like I have no idea what I'm gonna be doing. I live out in the country-is so I have satellite wifi so I can't play videos games (like I rly wanted to in the first place). And I don't have a permit yet because my parents don't want to pay for insurance yet. So I need to get a job. But I can't seem to get hired. So basically all I can do all summer is go on walks/jogs, read my Bible, and talk on here.
*Huugs tightly*.
I relate, my friend.
At least you are making plans now... waaay ahead of where I was when I was your age.